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Heyyy everyone!!! I'm currently building the website, I got this diary page working so... this is my first entry!!
I really hope this website will become a chill space everyone can enjoy. Like most people I have gotten so so sick of social media, it's so stressful and who knows what'll happen with these stinky corpos?! It might just explode and ruin all our careers right? This website will be my home turf now and I'll feel good knowing it'll ALWAYS be here! Really gaining my own autonomy has been a common theme this year. Getting my film independently funded so I dont have to work for corpos. Locking in on animation so I dont need to depend on government benefits.
I have always hated programming... I'm a visual artist, I don't enjoy technical things like coding. But I want to make a video game! So annually for my entire life I've started coding courses for different game engines. But after a day of listening to the basics I've heard a million times turn into more advanced math shit and my brainfog becomes louder, I just sadly droop down in my chair. My eyes get incredibly heavy and I fall asleep at the computer in a really uncomfortable position and get scary dreams.
But something changed this year. I really don't know, maybe it's me getting on adhd meds? maybe my brain really did gather info from all of those courses I fell asleep to collectively? But I'm really getting it now! And hey html/css is kinda fun to me right now?!?! so weird to feel this...
In the past, whenever I met a programmer I would ask them 'do you get into flow state when u code?' They were unsure what I was talking about and looked at me weird, because I was speaking in artist terms. I just thought man how could you possibly enjoy this shit without getting zoned in? But after figuring out html I've seen it now, yeah ofcourse you can get into flow state with this!
Maybe it could be more fun to think of programming in this way? It is often seen in such a clinical and technical way. That's what scares a lot of people away from coding I think, atleast it does for me! Not trying to blame web developers but it makes it feel pretty gatekeepy. If we want to get more creative people off of social medias and onto the indie-web then maybe lay off the focus on technical shit!
Well actually then again... We probably focus too much on making stuff 'convenient' (in the name of 'democratization') when it's already soooo accessable! FreeCodeCamp, W3Shools, Neocities and other resources are already free and accessable so... If you have a puter, theres no reason not to get yourself a website. Guys trust me, as a sleepy, lazy artist who just learned this stuff I know you can too! Learn new things!! It's fun!! It's like dark souls in real life!! CONDITION YOURSELF TO OVERCOME ADVERSITY AND CHALLENGE YOURSELF FOR THE FUN OF IT!!!! It will lead you to amazing places :D
Maybe the seemingly daunting mountain of programming is a nice skill-check :3
